Dogs

I sometimes get, what i call... Negative head.. I don't try to get it... It just runs in the background.. Today has been one of those days... With self doubt and every small problem..as big as k2 with a bit extra on top.... In can affect all sorts of things in every day life... But after all these years, I have learned... Not to fight... But accept.. It doesn't make it any better.. The self doubt is still massive... But it doesn't make it any worse.. So I am quite surprised I got through tonight's solo... Even with the ' what if's' running in the background.. I can't win... But i haven't lost yet..